Apology....not hardly

Still getting used to this blogging thing and really not sure why this was suggested as a good idea for someone like me.  As much as I admittedly have to say, why say it here where nobody is reading it? On the other hand, is the reason for writing his more along the lines of I have to get it out before I explode. Hence the name of this stupid blog.  I took months off trying to figure out why I had so much to say but yet no reason to say it. Still no answer but I figure until I get one, I will just do the one thing that I seem to be able to do without messing shit up.....just write.  So no more long dreary pauses.....I will fill my blog with the same stupid junk that nobody wants to read.  Yeah, now I feel better.